I am really really tired today. Had a long day at office and otherwise too. I absolutely have no clue what to write today. Have just reached home, exhausted, hungry and sleepy. Aman doesn’t want to order food neither does he wants to eat maggi. He wants to eat vegetable stew(the kind Koshy’s, Bangalore serves ). I have no idea how to make it and neither does he. We have never made vegetable stew before. But he is determined and has thought of some recipe in his head based on the taste of the stew from Koshy’s. He is totally lovable like that and in a million other ways.
So while I have plonked myself on the couch, he seems all busy in the kitchen. I will just thank my stars some more. Blessed was the moment when he proposed, and ever since then I haven’t given him a chance to reconsider his decision! What if he realizes he made a mistake?? Blasphemy!
There is something weighing very heavily on my mind. And I guess it’s because of that, that I feel so drained. My mind is weary because of all the thinking I have been doing. In fact I have been forced into doing so much thinking, thanks to some unexpected developments. I don’t know what’s right and what’s wrong. Or in reality is there any right or wrong? All I know is that some major heavy duty change is on its way, this way or that, some choices will have to be made. I know I don’t make much sense. Bear with me for a while, will you please?
In tomorrow’s post I will tell you how good the stew was and maybe I will share the recipe too. Good night my lovelies!